Things are going well for me right now. I have a job, a place to live...I'm overworked and underpaid, considering that I'm a college-educated woman, but I do hope that I can hang in there until this economic crisis has passed.
But I have constant worries. I worry that I might never have children again. I worry that if I do, I might forget Rose in some way.
And lately, I've been having wonderful memories of her...but they are also filled with pain because all I want to be is her mom. She'd probably be saying "mama" and "dada" by now if she was still with us.
I know that i can't bring my baby girl back.
So how do I "move on"? is it even possible?
